Ok, so here I am sitting at the computer crying. Sometimes life is just....sooo hard. Last night, my mom and I really fought. Things that had bubbled below the surface came to a head and it was awful. Even more awful than that, was I overheard a conversation between my mom and dad about me. I feel angry, sad, confused.......living here was a life saving thing for us. And most days everything is fine. But I feel there are unrealistic expectations and feelings of deep down disappointment which just breaks my heart. So what is God doing here?!?!??! What is He trying to teach me? And what's next?
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