Monday, March 14, 2005

Grrrr

Well no surgery this week, Molli held out to the last minute and then got croup. All in all it has been an awful week in this house. Mom had influenza and was flat on her back all week, Noah and Jonah were home all week with sickness, Sydney was getting better, Emma got croup, and then Matt got sick. And to top it all off, our transmission went out in the van so we now have no vehicle. I am so weary in soul and spirit right now. I'm the closest to depression that I've ever been. The weather doesn't help either. Lord, what are you doing here????What are You trying to teach me???

1 comment:

Mindy said...

Do not lose heart, my friend! Though outwardly you are wasting away (and sick, and tired, and sad)inwardly you are being RENEWED day by day (and don't be fooled into thinking renewal is all sunshine and flowers. It's HARD and SUCKY sometimes!!!) Your light and momentary troubles (though they seem so heavy and burdensom at the moment) are achieving for you an ETERNAL glory that FAR OUTWEIGHS THEM ALL.
So Fix your eyes on what is UNSEEN my friend, not on what is seen. Because what is seen is temporary, but what is unseen is eternal.

Hang in there Mand.